i can do it

hmmm...>>>holiday mode on<<<
i'm always convince myself that study is a very fun thing to do
and i keep hypnotise myself to move on with that
i know i have to be more confidence with myself
no lost no gain, no failure no success...
i knew it a long time ago and everyone know it too
but the problem is how we go on with this manner??
it's totally a different thing between planning and execution
i hope i can be more courageous and decisive when doing anything


i always admired them who can completed the work by their own without any obvious defect
and they are so confidence to themselves but not arrogant
i wish to be this kind of person
they able to produce excellent work and integrate into the community leisurely 
maybe it's a easy thing for me to play fun and tell jokes with my friends
but it's really hard for me to talk pleasure with the stranger or a just-know person


a brand new life in Form 6
i have to change myself to become a person who have competitive ability 
this is the basic condition to success
i need much audacity 
accept the defeat and make some changes
i'm gonna drill myself to become stronger and more firm 
whatever challenge and frustration for me are just an ordeal
an ordeal to gain my achievement 
and make my dreams come true