wow~it is 2012!

i got a lot of wishes in this new year!
i wanna put efforts on my studying
i wanna get flying color results
i wanna buy a guitar
i wanna learn how to play piano
i wanna throw all those bad things away
i wanna make sure i live my happy life
i wanna keep smiling
and i want to change my bf? 
aiyo~just kidding...not so easy you know!


i hope the person who i love stay happy and healthy
and the people who love me, please~tell me ok? LOL


2012 should be a very great year
don't simply give up when you face a frustration
don't easily look down on yourself because you are the precious one
don't rashly forget your purpose that you pursuing for so long time
this is your life
and it is your right to plan what you gonna do 
and what you wish to be in your whole life
when you fall down 
there are no use to think about your fault 
please appreciate what you have now
and you will feel that you are the lucky one to own all of this...


HAPPY NEW YEAR~!!!
i love you all...

love is blank

maybe sometime i just need someone to stand by my side
it's harsh to stay alone
it's tough to stay strong
no matter who you are
i just wanna feel that you care about me


maybe sometime i just feel weak and i need a shoulder to cry on
then you are not around
i know you are not around
no matter who you are
i just want you to said you love me


i need you with me
at every moment i fall down

u r the Angel in my heart

2011 is the most capricious year for me
there were many things happened within this year
some make me felt pleasantly surprise
some really pull me down
some let me learnt a lot
some make me felt hesitate
i hate those feeling indeed
but i still have to say "THANK YOU" to 2011
"you" let me learn a lesson
nope
actually i learnt so many lesson
i should appreciate what i have now
i should enjoy my life
i should help people who need support


honestly, it is a tough year
i received the most terrible result i ever have
i'm seeing the scholarships pass off just in a trice
then i accept the news about my primary school classmate's wedding 
she is just 18 years old and now she is getting marry
and she is pregnant, she will get her first child born just one month after her wedding
it is definitely a good news!
she will begin to live a brand new life with her husband and her coming-son
and she is the first person who married in our class
we all feel happy for her


but 2 months later
my cousin, erm...i prefer to call her "friend", had a serious disease
it will leave sequela to her whole life
all of us don't expect that she will get sick
we feel sorry to see her ravaged by the illness
but we feel rejoice that she is getting well from sick now


then i sucess to transfer to Sam Tet
i don't even imagine that one day i will get in this school
though it is very exciting in the beginning cause this is one of the most excellent school in our state
but later on i can feel the pressure gradually increasing  
my year end result...still suck


and in this December
we lost our friend
every thing came so fast and gone rapidly
we don't even know before that she got cancer
i think she also don't realize that she will leave us in this way
it is sad
i can't accept that she had gone
i can't believe that we are not beside her when she faced her most difficult time
we are sorry, friend
you are the Angel in my heart 
and you always are
i'm not sure you believe or not
we always treat you like a friend
we know each other since we are in the primary school
we spent 10 years time in the same class until we graduated
and i thought we will be the friend of each other forever
however, we missed each other
hope that we will not missed again next time
R.I.P


i had went though those laborious moment
every thing will getting well soon
2012 is just around the corner
it will be a sweet year
i hope that everyone around me stay well
god bless me & you

make study fun

"how about your study?"
i wish to said "quite good!" actually
but i'm ashamed with myself
it is not good in fact
the negative emotion spread all around me
i'm studying, as i always do
however the inputs is not equally same with the outputs
it is extremely bad
i don't know why i need to study
and how can those knowledge and certificate help me
i don't know what i am doing
should i take a break from all of this?
start from when i called "study" as "responsibility"?
i remember that studying is one of the most happy thing for me when i'm a little child
ouch...what to do?
people always change their attitude towards some things when they are growing up
everything seems so complicated and troublesome when we turn to become adult
i just want to say sorry
i want to apologize to myself, to whatever things happened in this year
i always beg to have one more chance after i make mistake
it is not a good habit, of cause i know
next year, i will be the better man
no...start from now, i will be the better me
enjoy every moment to live with your family, friends and the person you love
study, study, and study
study is the only thing that i can do now
to make your dream come true, "study" does!