the night of dispute

v had argued lst night

i dont noe y he always lose his temper like tis

i thought i'm not doing wrong anythgs

but y he will get angry without any acceptable reason???

jst bcoz i said wrong words?! or myb i used the wrong adjective when v had phone chat?!

WTF

u r too stingy!!!

i dont use any foul language at all!

i swear i wont ans ur phone tis day

u had make me disappointed u noe

u r a faker! u said u wont treat me tis way

but u always fail to do so

anyway, my mood changed to b better when i received a message frm one of my frenz

he gave me shocked lst night

he said he want me to giv him a chance coz he really wan to b wif me

wheee~today is April fool's day??!! ops~

v had chat a lot till midnight

v talk about his wrk~our plan to enter a high school after v get the SPM result~n v also talk about the subjects v will choose afterward

he is a nice guy n v also good frenz forever, i think~:)

it's not a good night...

i hate ppl who easily offended

coz i'm tis kind of person

i hate myself too

so i really dont wan to live together wif "myself"

both of us r too stubborn...it's a truth

CNY mood

my finger nail had been broken lst night when i'm helping my mom's sewing wrk

i dont noe how it happened!!!

i jst draw the thread n in moment i felt pain frm my thumb

when i realize i saw blood seep out of my nail

it had completely rupture!

i'm shocked n scream at there!!

my thumb is pain but my heart is more pain

u noe how long time i keep it?!

oh no....!

then wat i can do is jst put the transparent nail polish onto my broken nail

i wont cut it!!!

it's not easy to keep the nail bcum long

by the way, my mood is not totally spoil~

CNY is jst around the corner

i got so mny things to prepare

my dad said he want to eat cake~

actually he told my mom tat but my mom really busy recently

so...i gotta help her to bake the cake

not yet to make it coz there r shortage of ingredient

but i'm sure i will get those thgs within tis week

cup cake ok???

i like it vry much especially the one which hav colourful icing sugar on it

n the chocolate is a must in the cake!!! emmmm~yummy :)

CNY got plan already?

erm...i want watch movie~eat cake~drink 7up~dress up myself~meet all my frenz~hang out with dear~get mny ang pao~wow~it mst b a vry fun CNY!!!

love is nothings

i'm freaking moody recently...

y i should always puzzle around by tis stupid matter

i want free!!!

i want end it up!!!

i jst want to shout it out:

I WANT BREAK UP WITH U!!!

(but i noe these words r impossible to come out frm my mouth...so jst 4get it...)

i'm damn upset with those uncertain things...

sometimes i'm regret to hav relationships with u

i noe u r good n u should b a popular guy among the girls without me by ur side

u r good looking dear n u r a sweet guy

the most moving thgs is u had changed urself bcum a perfect man bcoz of me

how tough u spent 3 yrs time to do so jst wan to c my smiling face every day

but y i still cannot feels blissful for tat?

coz love is depends on feeling but not appearance

i'm not sure tat i love u or nt now

coz we had been together since 3 yrs ago...for me it's a vry long period

a superb long time tat able to make someone feels weary

i admitted tat i'm these kind of lousy ppl...

i noe u r not pleased everytime when i call the words "break up" in our conversation

but pls b understanding dear

i'm sure tat i'll tell u these words within next 2 yrs

dont ask me y dear

pls recall all of ur memory when v r arguing in pass 3 yrs

hav u ever hear about my explanation?

the ans is NO!!!

even though u allow me to explain for u

n u r trying ur best to understand wat i'm talking about

but at last u jst ignore all of my saying

CRYING is ur best way to settle the problem...

actually u make me so disappointed everytime u cried in front of me!

pls~try to feels my heart n understand my mind

i really love study

i want to enter the university

n focus in my studying

then find a job to support my family

it's my dream

i hope there r no more obstruction in my way to success

yea~for u it's hurt

but tis is wat i want in future

v got a big differences in our future's plan

v both noe tat v r not suitable to be forever

then y still wan to waste the time??

u no need to include me in ur planning everytime

v both hav our own life

u should learn how to b independent (like i'm saying to myself...)

u noe the reason y i dont say "break up" to u first

but u still want to pretended tat u dont noe it

y? y u want to do so?

u r hurting urself...

i'm a coward

u noe wat i'm worry about

pls dont hurt urself

life is valuable

u r precious for ur family

they love u vry mch~more than my love for u...

dear...i'm sorry

study life is good

i'm really envy to them who got school n homewrk now

my bro had went to college for A level

so...how about me?

wat i can do now is jst wait

wait for nothings...

got mny question mark in my mind

ain't i want to confused myself

but i'm still nt vry sure about my future

the most safe way to go is Form 6

then myb i can apply local university or studying abroad after i got my STPM result

i dont noe...jst depends on my result

i'm dmn regret now when i saw the requirement to apply for the A level scholarships

my result in the pass two yrs not vry good...it's my false

i'm never wrk hard for tat ;(

i swear i will study hard n hard in future time!

i'm really wan to get in the university

then find a good job n gain mch more money to offer a comfortable for my family

after graduate from high school then i feels i'm nothings...

i need book i need experiment i need homewrk i need teacher i need those exercise

sigh*

students always like tis...i'm really want study...;(

my hairstyle

i had cut my hair
i think i wan cut my hair shorter
like this>>>

or like this>>>

but the hair stylist said my hairstyle now still ok
then no need to change anymore...
really?? actually i want some new style in the new year
but i fail to do so...sigh
myb next time
next time i will make determination to cut my long hair~

你爱疯了

我想我一定是疯了

写博客以来我第一次在一天里有两篇文章更新

我真的受不了

没错

我认了吧

我是在生闷气

我太敏感了

这种事情对我来说根本就是我的死穴

碰不得   碰不得

怎么办怎么办怎么办怎么办

可能是我自己在心虚了

我在害怕了

那你呢

你要怎么办

平时抱在一起嘻嘻哈哈的

发生事情时却偷偷地瞒着

什么？！

你难道就这么不了解这个人么？

为什么大家都知道的事情你却一句都不愿说呢？

连事实的真相都要从别人的口中得知

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我看见都快疯啦

如果说了不行

难道他还会说出去么？

够了吧

我知道后真的很心疼

你   是一个我无法认同的人

好吧

重要的是你现在到底要怎么办才好？

你的心理建设已经准备好了么？

这种日子要怎么过你想好了么？

你的银行户口有多少个零？

有车了么？

有房子了么？

一卡拉钻戒你买得起么？

保险费你付得起么？

不要说我现实

这种决定是建立在现实之上的

以后你就会懂了

困难   现在才真正地开始

你叫我不要管那么多

但其实我也不想的

我真的不希望事情变成这样

我没办法想象那样的日子要怎么过

我在替你不值

我也在替自己担心

你   真的爱疯了

我   被你吓疯了

for u

现在的你说很爱很爱

但热情总有冷却的一天

婚姻和爱情是两个不同的个体

你也许懂得怎么去爱

但你不一定懂得怎么去维持这份爱

pizza n movie is a super match

late post again...


15/1/2011 saturday


went out with my fren---AH WAN
n my dear brota---AH YIP>>> i like go out with him coz he can drive vry well n he always noe the way to go
driver like us (me n ah wan) really cant recognized the road = = ''
the road in Ipoh city seems like a complex labyrinth for me!!


before v go watch movie v hav our lunch in Dominos Pizza
its taste is definitely good!!! 
i like the cheese vry much :) (even though i noe tat will let me overload...)
myb mny ppl will compared both Dominos Pizza n Pizza Hut
but for me i prefer Dominos
i'm addicted to their pizza! XD
however there r not much choice in Dominos
they dont have mushroom soup...;(
i like mushroom soup actually~~
the most important thing is they dont hav service charge
it's good!
the service charge in Pizza Hut really formidable
n their service also not satisfied 
but i like the environment in Pizza Hut
coz Dominos Pizza r more concentrated in delivery
so their restaurant r not as perfect as Pizza Hut~


after tat v go watch movie in Jusco
v want watch Great Day!! :)
they r all good comment frm the audience who had watched
n tis movie is quite popular recently
in beginning v r really worry about the ticket had sold out
but god bless us!
even though the seat r not too good 
but the movie really nice n touching~
especially the 10+1+1 (the ppl who had watched will understand wat i'm talking bout)


gout mny others movie tat i'm await to watch like 最强喜事，笑着回家，团圆饭，我爱香港...
if u guys wan go watch movie remember call me ya~:)


i had bought ah yip a cup as his be late birthday present
the cup is really cute!!! i like it vry mch~ 
want buy one for myself later~hees XD
but do u like it???


v dont hav shopping tat day~
it's a pity~coz i saw mny sale with 50% discount!!!
y dont hav tis when i went shopping at Ipoh Parade before?!
ishhhhhhhh><


then some funny thing happened when v bck~
v cant find the car in open car park!
there r quite crowded in Jusco at weekend
ah wan n me had spent some time to looking for the car~fish dou~= =''
if u think it's "fish", i got more "fish" thing to tell!
u noe...v had blocked at the exit
the ticket cant pass although v had paid the parking fee
v had tried mny time n the machine showed "unusable"
fortunately there r not jst one exit there
if not v will b kill by the driver behind us!
finally the problm solved after the worker came to help us
haiz~y the system so weak ???


i hav a nice day with my bro n fren~:)
thks ya ah yip~u hav to fetch us everytime when v go out~
next time i'll b the driver if i got my license~promise


sry~no pictures...i forget to take...again...;(

一大清早就接到这么劲爆的消息

我整个人清醒过来

真的比我的闹钟还有效

怎么办呢

我捏了一把冷汗

已经做出决定了么

打算乐观面对？

没有别的选择了么

你会很辛苦的

真的

可是不好叫你放弃

以后的日子会很难熬

你已经有所觉悟了么

我不希望自己和你一样

也许自私

但我称之为现实

爱情

教会我什么是现实

也许

你还没学会

因为

时间才是关键

my FIRST drive

claps for me guys!!!!
i can drive already
it's freaking awesome!:)
i'm so excited like a kid when i success to start the car
feels like i am an adult now! hees~

i still hav one month time to practice my driving skills
if i able to do well in my test n of coz with some lucky
myb i can get my P license after CNY!!!
cool right?! :)

driving seem like a brand new thing for me~
i'm now looking forward to my next driving class
it mst b fun!!!

welcome~2011

I had deleted my old blog...

dont noe y~every yrs i do so

it's the beginning of 2011~wohoo!!!

say hello to the brand new year!!! :)

there r mny ideas in my mind:

>>>i wish i can forget all of the vexation

>>>i wish i can get a healthy body(no more sick n pain pls~><)

>>>i wish i will get a flying colors result in March

>>>i wish i able to observe scholarship to study abroad

>>>i wish my family n frens will always in good health n happy

>>>i wish all the best in the new year!!! XD

ok~CNY is jst around the corner!

i got mny thgs tat want to buy actually

but i hav no money...ishhh><"

clothes~bag~shoes~n mny more!

women always spent a lot of money in their dress up...it's true!!!