fail can lead to success

honestly i'm extremely, immensely, super duper sad when i saw the words "TIDAK DILULUSKAN" on my letter...and the next second i start to wonder what can i do...

i'm confessing that i'm not a "good student" cause my academic result was not as good as them

but everybody got their talent and feasibility to be success

perhaps i unable to gain full As' but i may able to achieve other accomplishment

God knows our best way to go but we are human being and we got no idea on it

i do hope that i can transfer to ACS before the holiday end but unfortunately my application had been rejected by jpn...so what i'm gonna to do is try to appeal in the second time

i'm so desire to study in ACS but sometime i feel worry that i cant adapt to the new environment which there're no more familiar friends around me

that means i have to take care of myself and always be careful so i won't offend other people in the new school

u know, i'm the kind of person who always act cool and hard to converse with the stranger...

i even had slight of crowd phobia when i start study in the secondary school but fortunately this symptom was just maintain for a very short period of time

in fact i'm a nervous person and always be shy in front of the crowd

luckily i have a group of good friends beside me

and i had joined the student journalists in the end year of my form 3 study life

i learnt many thing from them and start to behave naturally in the public

i feel comfortable to talk in front of everyone and learn how to express my ability to other people

but sometime i feel strained too depends on the environment

yea...the quality of environment plays an important role

if u're surrounded by the positive and active people u'll turn to be enthusiasm over time

i believe that there're many such kind of person in ACS so i'm willing to become a member of them

although i keep convince myself that i'll be able to "survive" in ACS

but i'm still worry about it all the time

God bless me

pls let me go to my dream school soon

this time i'll strive to be excellent