i hate myself

i'm freaking moody...i failed the car test already
yes! i'm lame!!! ;(
y i cant pass...it's looks easy right?
i can do vry well in training!!! i remember every steps!
haiz...i really hate myself
i should nt feel nervous>>>coz i had practice mny time
i should nt too confidence to myself>>>coz it will lead me to the failure
i should nt blame the damn shit car>>>coz it's not a living thgs
i should nt get angry to hubby>>>coz he is jst dont noe how to comfort me


ouch~!!! 
y every thgs cant do well?
y y y n y...???


i hate the weather...it's fxxking hot
i hate the car...it's really hard to handle
i hate the examiner...he's acting serious n make me feels nervous
i hate this hate that...i hate everythgs in this day coz I HAD FAILED MY CAR TEST!!!
n i hate myself....