love is nothings

i'm freaking moody recently...

y i should always puzzle around by tis stupid matter

i want free!!!

i want end it up!!!

i jst want to shout it out:

I WANT BREAK UP WITH U!!!

(but i noe these words r impossible to come out frm my mouth...so jst 4get it...)

i'm damn upset with those uncertain things...

sometimes i'm regret to hav relationships with u

i noe u r good n u should b a popular guy among the girls without me by ur side

u r good looking dear n u r a sweet guy

the most moving thgs is u had changed urself bcum a perfect man bcoz of me

how tough u spent 3 yrs time to do so jst wan to c my smiling face every day

but y i still cannot feels blissful for tat?

coz love is depends on feeling but not appearance

i'm not sure tat i love u or nt now

coz we had been together since 3 yrs ago...for me it's a vry long period

a superb long time tat able to make someone feels weary

i admitted tat i'm these kind of lousy ppl...

i noe u r not pleased everytime when i call the words "break up" in our conversation

but pls b understanding dear

i'm sure tat i'll tell u these words within next 2 yrs

dont ask me y dear

pls recall all of ur memory when v r arguing in pass 3 yrs

hav u ever hear about my explanation?

the ans is NO!!!

even though u allow me to explain for u

n u r trying ur best to understand wat i'm talking about

but at last u jst ignore all of my saying

CRYING is ur best way to settle the problem...

actually u make me so disappointed everytime u cried in front of me!

pls~try to feels my heart n understand my mind

i really love study

i want to enter the university

n focus in my studying

then find a job to support my family

it's my dream

i hope there r no more obstruction in my way to success

yea~for u it's hurt

but tis is wat i want in future

v got a big differences in our future's plan

v both noe tat v r not suitable to be forever

then y still wan to waste the time??

u no need to include me in ur planning everytime

v both hav our own life

u should learn how to b independent (like i'm saying to myself...)

u noe the reason y i dont say "break up" to u first

but u still want to pretended tat u dont noe it

y? y u want to do so?

u r hurting urself...

i'm a coward

u noe wat i'm worry about

pls dont hurt urself

life is valuable

u r precious for ur family

they love u vry mch~more than my love for u...

dear...i'm sorry